well well well.. look who's back to LJ. It's been a while since my last time here. Maybe I'll start writing here again. Lots to tell. Many pics to show. I only need to get used to LJ again and It all will be as it used to :)

http://www.manidraugi.lv/en/?op=m&t=P3193Mz5d4d3903f2883cac12c7ae211647d07a-20060404

this is if you want to check how well do you know me. Just write your name, email and answer some easy questions about me. And then we'll see...

So, I was to the mountains a week ago... And I have pictures of course. So here they are ( pictures )
C&C please

I love milkshakes

And about the skiing trip - next time. too lazy now

well well well...
So, Paula left yesterday, Alex left this morning, and I'm leaving tonight... the difference is, that they left to England and will never be back here, and I'm leaving to France for skiing and after ten days back continuing my 'job'. However, I'll miss Alex and Paula (even if I saw her like three times). And I'm so excidet about my skiing trip!!! I think I'm more excited not because of SKIING, but because I'll have a possibility to make lots of beautiful pictures. YAY!
So... I'll be back in ten days. If you won't see anything new in my journal in like two weeks, then it means that I've died in the snow storm. Oh, come on, I shouldn't joke like that...
Ok, good bye people, see you some day. Whatever if noone reads my LJ:DDD

God must be kidding. It wasn't snowing almost whole winter, and now, when it's finally spring, I found my backyard white as I woke up in the morning. And it was also snowing whole morning those big snowflakes. Well, at least i took advantage of that and made a couple of pictures. Ok, it was cold walking barefoot, but I didn't die. Haha.




However, I do not really write LJ lately. I just do not have what to say. Well, today I'm happy, coz as soon as it's 6pm, I'll be free till monday. Sometimes I really love my job. But only sometimes...

why are my friends so stupid? haha. I'm so bored. But I do not feel like going anywhere while there is such a shitty weather outside. I guess it will be good for my wallet. But probably I... well... I guess I forgot what I wanted to say.


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This weather totally sucks! I hate rain. Today.
Well, here are pictures from yesterday:

( more here )
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It's spring! I felt like in spring today... All that weather and singing birds, that was just nice. Again walking to nowhere... Or sitting somewhere on the hill by the sea. That felt good. But I still wanna go home. And I guess I'm al little drunk now. And dutch beer sucks, but I guess I told that like a milion times before. I have some new pictures from today...but you will see them tomorrow, coz I'm too borred now to upload them. And I guess i'm going to sleep. Whatever. Something made me feel sad. I don't know what. haha. Bullshit. Good night people. damn you!

I hate them!!! I just wanted to print some of my pictures. And I liked them as they were, who asked to change colours or increase contrast? And as if it's not enough, they cut sides of my pictures!!! Yea, how do you like the picture, where your chin or back of the head is cut off? I'm never gonna print pictures anymore. In Holland. Stupid dutch! I hate it!!

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so, Wednesday. Cold. I feel confused today, coz I had a stupid dreams tonight again. It's just so weird. It's like in the morning after some wild party you wake up and don't really remember details, but remember what you did. And you did something really stupid. That's how I feel. I did lot of stupid things tonight. Thank God it was only in my dreams. Haha. Why can't I remember nice dreams and forget stupid ones? That's so confusing. I should contact my friend, who was in my dream. Oh, that would be funny. But I won't. He wouldn't understand that, I think. Haha. I'm talking bullshit again. Or am I dreaming? Whatever. I'm going to the cinema with my little monster today. I wish he could understand english, or at least he could read. Now I will have to watch the movie in dutch. Yuck. However, as I do not really go outside in weekdays, so I do not have what to picture. So I made some pictures in my backyard. Haha. Enjoy.
( pictures )
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So... 89 days left. God, I'm so waiting for going home, that I can not stop thinking of that. And so the time goes... It's the last day of January. Cool. Haha. I think, I gotta do something, or I'm gonna get so crazy that no one will let me into the plain when I'll go home. They will say, that I am terorist and want to explode the plain. Haha. If you are still reading this, than you are weird, coz all I said is bullshit. Stop reading! I said, stop reading!!! OK, whatever... What else do you expect to hear (read)? You think I'm going to tell you, that I am crazy? No, I'm not going to do that. I already did! haha :DDD
Well, that was it for now.

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Some rules after tonight:
1. Never EVER use beer, cola, coffee, tea, chips, tomatoes and chocolate in one evening. Unless, you want to throw up.
2. If you DO want to throw up, do it before you go to sleep. Unless you want to spend all night trying to sleep but being too sick for that.
3. Do not spend all night on the internet. Unless you really have something interesting or/and useful to do.

I guess that's all for this time. Byt the way, I'm supposed to be going to Belgium, that I planned for last two months. Well, I'm not going as you can see.
Have a good day;)
I'm going to sleep. Yay!!

Pathetic. My life is fuckin pathetic. I am pathetic. Yesterday I've spent all my fuckin day out to fuckin downtown doing totally fuckin nothing with my friend. And finally sitting in fuckin pub, spending all fuckin money. Then dancing in some fuckin club. After that waiting for fuckin night bus and having no money to pay for it. So, guess, how did i get home tonight. Yea, walking. Alone, in the middle of fuckin freezing night more than 10 fucking kilometers. And would anyone tell me that I am normal? I don't fuckin think so. I could sleep at my friend's. Why didn't I? Fuckin good question. I'm fuckin pathetic. My legs feel like broken today. I don't get it. I mean, I don't get myself. Thats just pathetic (and I just love that word).
And here is the view to the club from upstairs (it's illegal to go there. I mean, upstairs)

well...
I guess I want to write something.
I just don't know what.
Haha.
Did you know that today is FRIDAY THE 13TH.
Boo.
Scary...
haha.
Nothing bad happened, it never does on this day.
Why everyone is so scared of it?
I had a good day.
And that little monster is so nice today.
I don't know what happened, he even made a cup of tea for me! well, of course with my help.
haha.
It's so borring.
I guess I'm going to take some ice cream and watch all those stupid friday 13th's movies.
Wooo... scary movies...
haha
Ok, enough of being stupid.
Have a good (scary) night.
muhahaha!!!